So it began.It ended.Years took a huge leap and it felt like i was once taking a stroll down a cliff and suddenly the world just comes- in a circle.I mean honorarily it was meant to be that way,but sometimes my heart acts like a sponge that immaculates the power up to a quadruple amount of adamantium,yet awaiting seconds to fully soak in its weakness-scorching hot water.

I never thought a year totally alleviates my understanding towards a lot of encounters.Like hey all of sudden i was lost in expansion of collison of my thoughts,They grow in patterns,sizes and etc hahahaha so i have this thing when i lose track of my train of thoughts which is caused by inability to express emotions in an appropriate time intervals.It will be lost in the sky,like a balloon that loses its grip on its string,that is held hostage by a force,all mighty and unembellishly contratry to natures belief.

My last paper was lukisan kejuruteraan or yea um in short lk.Glad it was not THAT hard like it hit me in addmaths lol i was laughing so hard and then i just bawl my way out of the exam hall.At that time all i needed is salvation in forms of physical or tediously quintedessance of appetite.The entire time i was like aw just rot in hell already lah dear self.

Not a great critic of myself.

I know.

I don't really know if im gonna miss my friends.Three days into the actual freedom everyone is probably rambling about right now at least for 98s i feel nothing except extreme boredom omg.I don't miss anyone.Or pretty much stuffs that i left in my school locker

And what're my plans?

I don't know because i broke my laptop.Pretty much all i needed atm.I want to finally pursue my dream as an author.Find a job(maybe bc idk either everyone's so excited about it) and to grow myself as an individual.I have a lot of work to do.Man,my english sucks ass.Anyone would never thought im 17

laughing at myself 

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